you never get what you want

so it has to be over now? i guess so. i can't imagine it being over.
my brother forced me to break up with him, although we're not even dating.
well wouldn't it be easy if there weren't any difficulties?

i'm lacking a goal in my life right now. i signed up for german idol. just for fun though, it's a huge joke and my parents don't even know about it yet.

my brother said lots of bad things about me. i cried when i left his room. he said i'm pretending to be somebody i'm not and i tell everybody how good i am, but i really only do what i wanna do without caring about anybody else but me. i don't think that's the truth, i just feel like people underestimate me, so i don't tell them everything i do cause they'd thing i wouldn't be able to handle it. i don't look very mature and i may not seem like i'm very mature, but i'm strong on my own, i really am. but if you don't even try to really get to know me, i won't give you a chance.

you never gave me a chance.