i called her on the phone and she touched herself.

I’m sitting in the library waiting for Tay to ask her math teacher some questions and I finally got over the stage of feeling alone or weird sitting here on my own. But everybody does, it’s not a big deal. Ha J
I’m almost gone. Four weeks, more or less three weekends. I talked to Noemi and I am really happy about that. I wish everybody would just be honest and talk about problems immediately when they appear to prevent further trouble. Everything would be so so much easier.
I talked to a kid in my English class today for the very first time and I noticed how different people think of me. There are people who think I am quiet, reserved, or lonely. Then there are people who think I’m arrogant, bold, and mean. And then there are people who think nothing could scare me, I’m extremely self-confident, and have a lot of friends. There are more groups. And then there are my friends, too.
I noticed how much little conversations with my German friends on the internet lighten up my mood. A 10 minute chat can make my day. I’m glad.
Trollwood makes me wanna cry a little bit, but it’s okay, I’m not going to regret the decision I made. I’m absolutely positive about it. I’m absolutely positive about quite a lot of things.

Most phrases in this text start with an I. I am extremely self-centered, but teenagers usually are so maybe I’m allowed to, too.
Song of the week: “Wow, I can get sexual, too” by Say Anything :D