25 things

I'm really bored cause my Mom wants me home tonight. She's scared I get stuck at my friend's house and she's kinda right so here I am. I read through facebook and some notes and then I say the 25 things notes a couple of people wrote. I liked them a lot. I decided to write my new 25 things note with my random thoughts right now.

1. Sandbagging would be a good workout if my friends wouldn't be called Taylor and Hanna. They are the most disctracting people ever.

2. Send this fucking text now!

3. I wanna go out of town. I'd like to go to Chicago but it doesn't make sense to leave on tuesday so we might not leave. It'll be a boring week.

4. I can't find my Drood songbook and i really wanted to look at the songs. I think i forgot it in school so I have to meet Ethan soon to give his to me.

5. I'm sad I might not see Noemi for a while, I think the road to her house is closed. I hope her house won't be flooded.

6. I hope not a lot of houses will be flooded and everybody is safe.

7. I need lotion for my hands, they are dry from sandbagging. I have lotion in my room that smells like the ocean... :)

8. Nobody is reading this, so I think I might become too honest soon.

9. I would not want to sleep at one of these shelters they use for the evacuated people. I need privacy really bad.

10. Please please please say yes.

11. So I'm becoming fatter and fatter every single minute of the day. I wanna cry when I look at old pictures. There's been a time when i was skinny. Actually I wanna puke when I see these...

12. I used to weigh 92 pounds with the same height of 5'5. Now i'm about 133 pounds. And i was about 115 pounds in August. Call me Mrs Piggy.

13. I can make it back.

14. I'm really really jealous of you.

15. I was an unhappy child but I didn't realize that cause i thought it would be normal to hate life as a 7-years old.

16. We once did this activity that told a lot about you. We had to draw a picture of a house in a garden with other stuff around it. This psychologist lady said I had a sad childhood but there were a few little moments that were good and my family "stands" far from me.

17. I might be a little destructive right now.

18. Can you please stay out of this ? Why can't we have any other things to talk about, I'm scared that our base for this friendship is not really robust.

19. I wish wish wish I could speak English. There's so much I wanna tell and can't.

20. Fuck fuck fuck

21. I'm doing it again and I shouldn't. I wanna do it again but I might get "busted". What is this all about?

22. I'm arrogant as hell.

23. I wanna be vegan soon.

24. Please earth, don't kill us. That's already my job.

25. I wanna forget about you so bad. So bad... I would never confess how much I'm still thinking about you.


GREAT this made me sad. I never want my children to be like me.