drood drood drood

okay.. i am like superexcited to be in drood. to get the chance to learn sooo sooo much about musical theatre that i (hopefully) can use in Germany and my later life. i'm happy to be able to meet new people. stuff like this brings everybody so near to each other, it's bounding.

the snow outside doesn't even depress me that much (but the reason for that might be that i'll be in "warm" germany in less than two days!!!). but i wish i had a car.. i feel bad for asking the same hated question all the time: "Can anybody give me a ride?". and i usually know that there's like 3 people who COULD give you a ride. but they are too lazy, mean, busy, stupid, .. or whatever to say "yeah sure". so then you have to find a victim you can ask "(insert name), do you think you could maybe give me a ride?". the person usually says yes (after a certain time you learn who to ask) and you reached your goal. but you (or i..) still feel bad.

i love singing so much. i can't recall a moment in my life when i regret that i spent so much time with music. it is the biggest part of me and i would not be who i am right now without the experience i made because of music and especially singing. i am really grateful to be talented enough to do what i am doing. i am not genius or awesome, but i'd like to work as hard as i can to be as awesome as i can. and if it's still not awesome enough to be a singer later, well, at least i tried my best.

i like to be honest and to surprise people. i might hurt people who don't really know me but most of the time it's better to say what it think. i mean, it's not as if i'm full of mean thoughts i want to show everybody.

there's this really pretty song i discovered yesterday: "The Mouse and the Model" by the Dresden Dolls (what does dresden dolls stand for by the way?). i don't know how to add a youtube video in this but listen to this song in case you read this.. it's amazing. i don't know what it is about i looked at the lyrics yesterday and i couldn't make sense of them. which doesn't mean that they are not good. :) no please dear person (you might be the only one) who is reading this: LISTEN TO THAT SONG. and look for more dresden dolls. okay ? oh and could you give me a ride home maybe ?