babadaba.

i'm tired and sore but that's okay i kinda like it. i look like a sweaty freak but that's okay, too. california was unbelievable beautiful but i can't spend that much time with my family! i needed being alone sooo sooo bad. I made a pro & contra list in my head about "something" i should have never made a pro & contra list about. i haven't regreted it yet but i might later. actually i think i will later. i'm an asshole and i need somebody to talk to really bad. i'll hang out with noemi this weekend (hopefully!) so we can catch up on stuff. this whole weekend i would have loved to blog but i didn't have free internet access so all my great thoughts are lost and i'm the only one who knows them. i like sad songs :) i never know what i want and i hurt people (well actually i don't know if i hurt people) with what i say because i can't refuse to say whatever i feel. aaaawh -.-*



i deleted my german facebook (schuelervz) and i don't know if i'm happy about it but it stole a lot of my time and i don't want to be able to creep on my friend(s) anymore. it doesn't help anyways and this whole facebook stuff is overrated.

isn't nature beautiful ?