be quiet world.

so much is going on right now and everything's moving a little too fast for me. but maybe i can practice running so i'll be faster.
i wish i was never fake. i wish i was never moody. i wish i would lose some weight. and getting a face lift or SOMETHING that helped. i wish i was more talented but life can't be easy all the time.
i'm a sad person, i think i got that from my mom, genes and stuff you know. i have little sadness breaks, but then two days later it's the same again. i like being sad though, it feels like "home". yes it really does. and then you can write your little emo poems and be happy in your own little sadness.