silence

prom was surprisingly a lot better than i expected it to be :) eating was alright, dancing was fun, and the postprom thing kinda lame. but over all it was NICE. thanks to my date i guess :P. thank god, now i can eat again. ha just kiddin'
when i came home yesterday night i felt weird though. i felt sad. i shouldn't have. i wish some people wouldn't have been at prom. buh i hate life.
actually that picture of jacob and me really looks like we just got married.

tomorrow we'll have school again which makes me wanna kill myself. oh and i won this iPod shuffle yesterday. how come i win stuff so often? there's a saying in german, luck in love, unluck in the game. can you turn that around so it says luck in the game, unluck in love ? i should go and talk to some weird people who believe in magic one day. that would make me freak out though so maybe NOT.

seven weeks seven weeks seven weeks. i need alcohol.