symphonie

music makes me feel more than anything else. i'm upset i did such a bad job on my solo today, but it's over now so i can't change it anyways.
i kinda like long busrides but it depends with who. sometimes you get really good conversations out of them. and it feels like you don't have any responsibilities, like the world would stand still and you can't move faster anyways so you don't even have to try.
tomorrow's prom i'm gonna look like a blown up balloon. a pink one.
i really don't know what to say anymore. i'm sorry i guess...
earth song is beautiful, i wish i could sing it.
oh i decided to become an opera singer. i'm gonna try, yes i will. mrs. zietz told me i should, i guess that's why. i wanna be good at what i am doing.



i am sorry.